A wee bit messy.

Ah!It's Tuesday. Not that I hate Friday to Monday, I just find them too shifty.

I don't have a poem or any paintings. Because, well , I was too busy gathering my limbs and trying to..ehm....stay alive.

Last week, or rather I'd say quite a month, was pretty hard. I have to kind of pay the price for being a tad too different. Somehow, thinking of it makes me giddy and if there is a god, he knows with what difficulty I'm writing. Not that I ever thought of something like suicide. Suicide is something I'm not doing. Not out of moral reasons though.I don't mean to be preachy and all, but I like life too much. Being a human is sad because of it's history for sure. But it's hard to contain the happiness of being alone. If wonder how someone can be alone and miserable? People are so annoying. I have my own issues with them though. And I have been absolutely disgraceful throughout it. But you can't be sad all the time.

I let out a gawky yawn because I feel pretty uncomfortable putting my heart out this way. Sorry for any mistakes. It will take some time before I post again.

Thank goodness we have dogs, bicycles, umbrellas, stars and ice-cream.Thank goodness we have a lot of things. Because everyday I slept early and woke up late. Because seeing a million nightmares was better than living one. Thank goodness we have something like love. Now, I don't know all about love. All I know is that it can get you through anything and I'm in love!!!