1) What is the last movie you saw and did you like it?
The last movie I saw was Doubt. It was pretty nice.

2) What was one of your favorite films as a child?
Definitely E.T..
Now it's The Boy In the Striped Pyjamas.

3) Do you like scary movies?
Not that I hate them, but well, I don't enjoy them much. I somehow lack an emotion about them. (Most I just find weirdly funny)

4) What type(s) of films do you like best? (comedy, documentary, history)
I like Drama movies more than others. Infact far more than the others.

5) What film(s) have inspired you?
A lot must have, definitely. A lot of movies really reach you.

Ah!It's Tuesday. Not that I hate Friday to Monday, I just find them too shifty.

I don't have a poem or any paintings. Because, well , I was too busy gathering my limbs and trying to..ehm....stay alive.

Last week, or rather I'd say quite a month, was pretty hard. I have to kind of pay the price for being a tad too different. Somehow, thinking of it makes me giddy and if there is a god, he knows with what difficulty I'm writing. Not that I ever thought of something like suicide. Suicide is something I'm not doing. Not out of moral reasons though.I don't mean to be preachy and all, but I like life too much. Being a human is sad because of it's history for sure. But it's hard to contain the happiness of being alone. If wonder how someone can be alone and miserable? People are so annoying. I have my own issues with them though. And I have been absolutely disgraceful throughout it. But you can't be sad all the time.

I let out a gawky yawn because I feel pretty uncomfortable putting my heart out this way. Sorry for any mistakes. It will take some time before I post again.

Thank goodness we have dogs, bicycles, umbrellas, stars and ice-cream.Thank goodness we have a lot of things. Because everyday I slept early and woke up late. Because seeing a million nightmares was better than living one. Thank goodness we have something like love. Now, I don't know all about love. All I know is that it can get you through anything and I'm in love!!!

Just getting through right now. I'm tired. Tired of fighting again and again.
Every morning I get up and ask myself why I'm such a bad person. I know I have issues.

I just don't feel good anymore. Not that I ever felt so. Sometimes I ask myself, what have I done?
The trouble is me. And anywhere I'm taken the trouble will follow. I can't cure it or get rid of it. It's hard to live with that.

But doesn't each one of us have their trouble? Thankfully, we have love to keep us afloat.

Today as I was aimlessly looking at the ceiling of my room, the yellow light through the curtains,well, distracted me..........and got me thinking.

Sunflowers are considered happy and they cheerfully follow the sun from east to west when budding.

 When in truth, they are only becoming larger on the darker side.

That made me smile.

It's funny, such a cheerful plant only becomes bigger in darkness. And perhaps that is life.

And even when there isn't the sun in the sky, you wouldn't call it anything else but a sunflower,eh?

Now I'm no sunflower. But I could definitely learn a thing or two from it. ;)

Valentino Rossi made his 100th career win on 27th June. And that too in Assen!!! (Anybody who follows MotoGP knows what I'm talking about.)

Nowhere actually. I still go to sleep all curled up. And that's the way I have been ever since I can remember. Not that I haven't been provided with security. In-fact everyone has done their best, and no one could ask for more.  So ,no one's to blame for that. Everybody is really there for me.

Still I can't say that I feel secure, specially on the emotional side. I don't feel safe even when I'm alone or in my head.But somehow the years have made me strong enough to be on my own for that matter. And live with that.

And that's just a side of me I'm perhaps mentioning for the first time. Because I thought (and still think) that I'd offend a lot of people who care, when I say this.


One my Goals on my profile page is to "Find Home". And perhaps that sums it up.