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December 2009 
Following The Rabbit To It's Home
Posted on Apr 3rd, 2009
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Desafinada
Desafinada
love
It was World Autism Day on 2nd April and though I'm a little late, I just feel like wanting to write this little something. I don't know as what. I just wanted to write this, even though it isn't much.
I'm autistic. And yes, little aspects of it sometimes really get me agitated. Not that I would want to be something else. But it just does sometimes. If you've read my blog entries previously, I kind of sound annoyed sometimes.
But I've also written a lot about love.And that is what I really want to write about right now.
I am someone who shouldn't have fallen in love. And I did. And I am. And that is magical. Magical to an extent which I wonder if you can understand. Something that never should have happened, but it did.
Usually, I get annoyed with things I cannot understand. And here is something to which no mystery can compare, and yet it only feels so obvious to fall in love with someone so beautiful. A mystery to which I do not care if it stays a mystery forever.
It feels like you are falling off a height, only to learn how to fly. It feels like a picture is engraved on your heart forever. It feels like you'll either burst or melt, but you don't. Your heart beats like never before, and yet finds a certain comfort. And you wonder how beautiful someone can be? Someone who is like a light that your heart follows, among all the chaos and the frenzy of the world that I've never quite understood.
Love.
Keep your heart open. I don't know all kinds of autism or what anyone else who is thinks. All I want to say is...Love is the best thing that can happen to anyone. And love is for everyone. It really is. You probably just have to come across someone who is beautiful enough.
I am in love with someone. And I don't care how it ends up. Because it will never end. I will never be able to or want to stop loving him. Because he will never stop being beautiful. He just keeps becoming lovelier everytime. And I will love him forever and more. And when I see him, even forever and more doesn't feel enough.
How wonderful it is to just love!!
Snow Patrol - If Theres a Rocket Tie Me To It
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“I´m someone who shouldn´t have fallen in love” ??? The loving feeling is for everyone dear friend, and I wish you all the happiness thats possible. And I also wish that the singer Maria Mena can sing a song for you, a song that I feel was kind of ment for you; “All this time”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtmOHpesXpE
You have such a special, sensitive and magical way of expressing your thoughts and I´m grateful for being able to read them!
Love and respect
Ane
“The loving feeling is for everyone dear friend………….”
And now I know. ;)
Nobody only loves once. ;)
Love will be with you forever, and some will always keep a special place. But love will stay with you forever, and it will reappear in many different people. Even True love.
You'll be surprised.Some people never fall in love.Not that they would never have. It's hard to explain why. Hell, we (aspies) don't even understand friendships or relations. We shouldn't be falling in love. And a whole lot
don't (I wonder if anyone else even has). Infact, I really shouldn't
have. And often I have believed that myself.
But I did. Which is actually very strange. As strange, as a dog
seeing a rainbow. ;)
Nobody loves once….probably they don't. They just keep falling in
love with the same person again and again sometimes. It doesn't mean
anything though. Love is always true, for a second, or for a lifetime or more. Atleast that is how I see it.
But love is just for everyone, isn't it?