Near To The Madding Crowds

Dario Marianelli - Pride and Prejudice - 06 - Georgiana-


It has been strange. It really has. And the world is a strange place. Every second of it.

I have been opening up to the world for quite a while.And the chaos of the world has left me disoriented. But I'm surprisingly enjoying it now, with the disorientation.

Definitely, it drives me crazy. But the world is magical. It's like a dream in continuity. There's nothing as unreal as reality.And it carries a strange melanchony with it. That makes life go like a rollercoater. It heavily annoys me and sometimes it makes me laugh.

For now I am laughing. And though it cannot be explained, I hope you all feel it too.

Sometimes I think that this world isn't a place for me, I was supposed to be somewhere else. Not because the world is too bad or good. But because I felt I didn't fit in. But in a clear state of mind I realise that this is the right place. Because we both are mad.

And probably I am going mad, but I'm liking it. Because all this madness gives me the sanity I need. I shouldn't be. But I'm liking it.

Yup, I've finally gone mad.Because I am living my element of extremeties. And that I no longer have much control over myself. But it feels wonderful. I don't know if it's right. Neither do I wish to.

Ah!....life.....and the frenzy of the world.